Holidays are here, without my mom just hasn't been the same! I don't even have a tree this year. That thought alone breaks my heart for my daughter. ( my son is to young to know any different). There is 1/3 gallon of milk in fridge, half a stick of butter, I have some chocolate malt meal in cabinet along with 1/4 of a box of potatoe flakes. I don't know how I'll make thru school break nothing to feed my oldest. Thank God for Wic my son has formula and diapers from a true friend! No carseat to go visit 80 year old great grandma( she is all we have left). No running vehicle. I'm sad at the most precious time new mom and saddened that they are stuck in this situation. I gave all my clothes to my daughter when I got pregnant, so all I have is one pair sleep pants one pair maternity pants and some rags for t shirts. I don't want anything for myself but I pray an angel touches our family even in the smallest way, to make this a happy holiday